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Cthulhu_of_R'lyeh
Ishtar nodded, at Sarada's realization, yet offered a counter response.
"That he was, and that you were not present, I feel, was the only thing I had in my favor." The Oni replied. "I refused, and fled the planet ... that amused him; so he humored me long enough to bide time, and garner strength enough to ... die after I killed him."
Brushing some grime from her lover's cheek then, the Oni simply smiled.
"Do not feel bad though, were it not for you, I might have allowed myself to die. Knowing how much you stood to loose -- and feel -- had I done so; made me realize that Death, as with Time ... is not as set in stone, as I was once led to believe."
"All the same, thank you Meagan." Ishtar offered a final time, before eagerly -- and graciously -- accepting her offer of a healing tank.
Like Sarada, the Oni wasted no time slipping out of her ruined clothing, and into the healing tank. Though it seemed she wouldn't be allowed to rest quite yet as, telepathically, her love contacted her from the pod beside her own ... and what was offered certainly gave context.
Turrip was gone, along with its citizens. As was Parsley.
Ah. That explains it, surely.
The pain she'd felt given context now, all Ishtar could feel was a resurgence of sadness, and guilt as it settled. And for a time the Oni remained silent, allowing herself a moment to come to grips with what Sarada herself had suffered alone. After all, it was foreign, this feeling.
The loss of a love was one thing after all, the loss of close kin ? Something else entirely. Eventually however, after she had made the pain her own, Ishtar offered a response.
'I see.'
The Oni fell silent awhile more, before offering something more ... substantial.
'There is an adage, perhaps older than I am. "Uneasy lies the head which wears a crown." ... it is fitting, here. That you did what was expected of you, and the result was far worse than you might have hoped ... is no fault of your own.' She offered before pausing briefly. 'Neither is what was done to Parsley the fault of anyone but those who carried out the act ... all the same, this grief you feel was not for you alone. I should have been there. I am sorry, Sarada.'