All this death and destruction -- and now Sasheem and attempted genocide...
Sasheem, an entity that he's fought side-by-side with, an entity that's saved him before ... committing genocide... that was unforgivable.
Everything around Zaofan seems to be falling to him. For all his ideals, for all his efforts, for all his faith in the world and in his friends -- everything is collapsing.
Not to mention that he was a man out of time, along with many of his friends.
Zaofan sits down, trying to calm himself and take deep breaths, and he finds it failing. He struggles to keep it together. His fist clenches and shakes. The anxiety coming forth like an invading army.
He wonders, did the Zaofan of this world keep up his optimism? Did he slowly morph into a man full of despair and hopelessness? Did he go down fighting, or did he give up trying to save the world?
Sitting by himself, Zaofan's head dips low, his shoulders slump over. He sits up again, only to lay his head on the wall, looking up. He can try to regain his resolve, sure. But that in itself may prove the hardest training of all.