So Rowell took to twitter last night to address how people like myself read the scene as a suicide attempt. She states that she didn't intend for the scene to be interpreted that way, and that it wasn't what she was trying to build. Which I have no reason to believe isn't true, but I do have to wonder...
Has anyone else been reading Victor's entire arc in this series as him being depressed, and suicidal? I don't think I've brought it up much here if at all, it's a heavy subject and I didn't think it needed to be said considering his characterization in the series. But from the moment he was shown to wake up, and basically told Chase that he would rather be dead again that's how I've been reading him. His general behavior during this volume has clearly been indicative of someone under a significant amount of emotional as well as mental stress, and not without reason. Now apparently, I misread the last few pages of the issue but I thought that if not a suicide attempt (or close approximation of one) was coming up there would be later drama caused by Victor attempting to get help.
As for why I read the scene as a suicide attempt, and am still surprised that it wasn't intentional:
Much of the issue focuses on Victor re-living, and associating two moments from his life. How ineffectual he was during the confrontation with the Seeds of the Gibborim, and how he accidentally killed his nephew during Tom King's Vision series. In other words how useless, burdensome, and awful of a person he feels himself to be. Now of course others have pointed out that it can absolutely be read as just illustrating his fear that if he regained his old abilities he would be the cause of something awful once again. It can be both, they don't oppose one another.
His interactions with the others feel like someone putting on a brave face for the sake of their friends when under distress. Gert notices that something is wrong with Victor, but he keeps insisting that he's okay. Chase is dismissive of everything Vic says, and even points out that if Victor had the abilities/body that he feared Doombot would be easy to fix. Mancha doesn't say anything, but he's clearly hurting.
And of course there's the scene in which Gib saves Gert from a falling girder as Victor is trying to talk to her. If he had the powers that he feared, he could have easily saved her. He didn't, but Gib was able to save her. In that situation he was useless, and even redundant. That does a lot to a guy's mind palace. Hell, his final line aside from yelling out "GERT!" was "I don't think I should be alone right--." Which is when even before the final three pages I thought he was going to kill himself.
Then of course we get to the scene in the bathroom.
He locks the door so his friends can't stop him (you only leave the door unlocked if you're worried no one will find you).
He poured salt into the bath which increases the conductivity of the water so if you were to say drop a toaster into you it would be more lethal.
He poured an unknown chemical into the water as it's easier to dunk your head into a chemical bath, and open your mouth than it is to drink straight from the bottle.
He disconnects his head so he won't pull himself out of the water on survival instinct if he manages to drown.
Next we have his head sinking into the water with air escaping from his nose followed by the final splash page. With a serene expression the electricity happens, and something begins to grow out of his neck. As previously stated I interpreted that as a survival failsafe.
The only thing indicative of Mancha knowing what he was doing relies on knowing what "Agar" is. Personally I assumed it was an "Ajax" or "Acme" style product on first inspection. Something you'd find under a kitchen sink. But it very much gives context to indicate that he was in fact not trying to kill himself.
I am still surprised that we weren't supposed to get suicidal vibes from Victor during this issue. There's value in it as a metaphor, but apparently myself and others are just reading into things that aren't there. It felt rather deliberate, and researched. The only thing that was missing was him taking off his clothes, and folding them neatly. |