this post is so beautiful omgIf I were to trace my own 'opinions' I think they'd be something like yours only different.
I do appreciate this question of faith in this form of self-portraiture, the figure drawn out of the frame of a flip book.
By the hallway light through the crack of the left open door! My things look so different like this. Always have.
Once upon a before the internet the reading felt more intimate, my questions about things sought no response or answer. I wasn't feeling for anything in particular, not seeking scenarios solicited months in advance - things didn't need spoil protection alerts, I traced Nightcrawler with a pencil and paper from my father's type writer ream. I always lost the weapons my action figures came with. But the X-Men didn't need weapons. So my Snake Eyes was Nightcrawler in a black uniform.
When they died, I buried the dead figures in the swampy part of the backyard.
Snake Eyes Nightcrawler never died.
Nothing much has changed.
My opinions about things have nothing to do with how things are. So I have opinions mostly because I need excuses for what I do and how that not the same as the stuff I don't do anymore.
I have opinions in order to I say I do.
But if I don't say I do, I don't.
I've never been a good liar.
I'm not very good at blame.
I apologize too much, I wouldn't if I was a better liar.
Honestly, I couldn't really see through the paper I used to trace Nightcrawler when I was a kid.
So I admit it, I guess I wasn't really tracing.