Convinced now X Men are leaving Earth it is a lost cause by now.
Do you think Emma may have faked some of these deaths? Like Rahne, Blindfold, and Loa. Is it possible that their deaths were actually faked and they are still alive. I am very suspicious of Blindfold and Loa at the very least and wondering if Emma faked their deaths. Guido died sacrificing himself so the other New Mutants could escape. Chamber died fighting the Marauders. Vanisher was outright blown up by the O.N.E. I can't see how the guys deaths could be faked because they all went down in various forms of battle.
I like UXM 19, but you're right. This whole book made me feel depressed. I was hoping that Emma got away and was waging a secret war, but it's even more hopeless than that, she is waging a secret war, but she is operating in a situation where everyone she cares about is being threatened with death and her every action is being monitored. It makes me feel like almost all the hope has gone out of the X-books, I guess that's part of what they were doing with Disassembled, but it's hard to read this book with no hope at all. It's been gut-wrenching ever since Ruth/Blindfold died and I still hope that her death was faked because Ruth and Rahne's deaths were so horrible because they didn't even get to go down fighting, it was just tragic.
Or maybe this is all in Emma's mind and none of it is real. She is being used by the ONE to find secret s that the x men may have.