I find myself this week stuck going to another covis-19 related funeral Friday. I'm going to travel way out of my comfort zone and go into the Middle of Wisconsin for my sister-in-laws funeral. She was in NY and had many things wrong. Covid is what sent her to the hospital for the last time. More than half her family are antivax conspiracy believers. Besides my wife I have no one to talk to directly about this. At the beginnings of Covid I lost both my Parents. Not directly from Covid but during the lock down. My mom up here in IL so I know she was watched closely for it and my Dad in Fl where I know they weren't. I think this is covid ptsd they are talking about. All I can right now is make sure we at least are up to date with Covid and Flu Shots. We are upgrading to n95 masks for the trip and I'm stuck in the strange position to explain WHY it's not a good idea to go to the potluck in the church basement afterward.