That's right.
THE Outer God in fact.
As you are reading this you fall in a deep slumber, upon opening your eyes, you notice you have more than your usual two eyes, but countless eyes spread everywhere, they see and pierce through the cosmos you find yourself in, you notice strange yet familiar beings around you with flutes playing a odd tune screaming in despair as you wake up. it turns out you are AZATHOTH! the dreamer, the blind idiot god, the nuclear chaos itself. You dream therefore the cosmos and all it contains is. As you are starting to remember your past life you decide to close your eyes and force yourself to sleep again.
You wake up back as your usual self. Your cosmic power still resonates within you and you sense you have 3 options.
Option 1:
You can erase what you just learned, and go about your day as usual, ignorance is bliss.
Option 2:
You dont erase your memory and you live your life knowing that everything exists because you are dreaming it and nothing really matters compared to your own vast existence. Since you know who you truly are, you get lucid dreams powers, which allow you to do anything in this world that you can/could do in your dreams. basically reality warping powers.
Option 3:
You decide to wake up, erase all reality and become Azathoth the awakened, floating in the space outside of reality and go on adventures i guess?
My apologies in advance for the dark content today :O