Originally Posted by
cosmicjoke21
Man, AOA is really just such a fantastic book. Fantastic art and fantastic characterization.
Things are really getting interesting here, and already heartbreaking. The stuff with Verity was just so painful to read. Because even if Loki was, as Verity said, somewhat self-interested (and isn't everyone), he wasn't really a bad guy, and he certainly wasn't evil. He cared about Verity, and genuinely wanted to do right by her. Her own contemplation's on his being genuinely sorry every time he screwed up with her speaks to that, also her thinking of him as kind. And if this inversion somehow screws up their relationship for good, Loki will have lost his only, true friend. And thinking of Loki without anyone, if the fallout of all of this results in Thor even abandoning him, gah, I think I'll just die from the heartbreak.
What's also really fascinating here is the way Loki's "heroic" status sort of ends up highlighting how when he's just his normal self, he really isn't so bad at all. When his being purely "good" and "heroic" leads to him being a thousand times more of a dick than he normally is, that says something. And then there's the moment when Loki is doubting what he's just done, after sending Verity away, and wondering if the inversion turned their bad parts good, what if it turned their good parts bad. That highlights further that Loki really DOES have good in him. Genuine good. As Kid Loki's existence did too. But the inversion seems to have taken those parts of him, as well as Amora's, and turned them into a self-righteous and belittling attitude. Not necessarily bad, but a self-important attitude that a lot of "do-gooders" succumb to, thinking their work is more important, and their perspective the only right perspective. Something Loki didn't have before at all. Not this Loki, or Kid Loki.
And then there's what Loki says to Thor in "Axis # 6", telling him he loves him. I know some people are worried that it means Loki never loved Thor as himself, but I don't think that's the case. I think Loki does love Thor, and that's what fueled such bitter, impassioned hatred of him to begin with. If Loki ever felt indifferent or uncaring towards Thor, he never could have hated him so much. Since the inversion renders Loki incapable of lying, I think that's all it is. Loki relied on his ability to lie to protect himself, and now it's been taken away from him, and that's what will eventually lead to him revealing the truth about what happened with Kid Loki to Thor.
What's also interesting to note is how Loki's new found "righteousness" has rendered him unable to feel guilt over what he did to Kid Loki, and how that speaks also to Loki's normal self not being evil, or even bad, deep down. That Loki felt that guilt in the first place speaks volumes to the capacity for good Loki has in him. And it speaks to his progress as a character, that he feels it, it means he feels a responsibility for his actions. Inverted as he is, he suddenly doesn't feel that anymore, showing how being purely good renders you an imbalanced husk almost. There's nothing to balance out Loki's perception anymore, nothing to cause him to doubt himself or his ideas of what's right and what's not. Loki's such a fantastic, fascinating character, in part, because of how deeply insecure he generally is, and how low his self-esteem is, underneath it all. It's part of what makes him such a sympathetic, relateable character. That self doubt and self-hatred and sense of sadness. You take those out of Loki, and he isn't nearly as dynamic. He doesn't have nearly the potential, good or bad, that he does normally.