Maybe I should send Cyanna to the Lookout and Dash to check on what's left of the fight. Haven't decided yet.
Original join date: 11/23/2004
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It's become clear to me that I can't keep this up. My arguments with Cthulu on the hypocrisy issue (at a point in my life where I had a brief abundance of time) have of course played a role. Unfortunately, even the thought of the game now and getting into it has become mentally and emotionally draining on me.
But more than that, when I get back on time from work nowadays, I have a couple of hours to do everything I need and want to do. And while I have time through the day to think through a post, I lack the time to properly read through what's going on and get a proper understanding of it myself. These past few days illustrate my point perfectly, but it's really been happening for a while now with me regularly needing to skim through only the most crucial, relevant posts or ask for a summary from you guys all with embarrassing regularity for someone who's supposed to be actively in the game.
I want to roleplay Asha'rah. But I don't have time to play the actual game. I have painfully little idea about everything else that's going on and it shows. This is not fair to other players. It's not fair to Cleric. And it's not worth it for me.
So I'm hanging up my CBR roleplaying gloves. I'd hoped to see this through, but this is my decision. Cleric has a pretty decent idea of how to play Asha'rah, so he can take control of her as an NPC. Maybe she can remain one of the big guns till the end given her thematic importance. But I'll have to leave that up to those who're staying in the game.
If Asha'rah makes it to the end and gets what she wants, she'll get a free hand to create a universe of her own to see her ideas play out. It'll end up looking a lot like Star Trek without any time travel. Hell, surviving PCs could probably be part of the Q Continuum. XD
It was a pleasure RPing with you, Falcon. Good luck moving forward, friend
Sorry to see you go, man. As Yun said, I hopefully one day you can return and understandings can be reached. And if not, I hope to see you next go around, Falcon.
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It's sad to see you go Falcon. While we may have had some rough patches, much of the inquisition on my end was because I was invested in Asha'rah and uncovering her place in the cosmology.
Benching a PC is alway a bit of a strange transition. I'm sure Cleric will do right by you in the broad strokes, but I'll be misisng the unique flavour you brought to Asha'rah.
For now, be content that you strove to do your best
Falcon, it’s all good. I love Asha’rah and I love how you brought in a new aspect of the universe to build my story up and around with. She’s intrinsic in many ways and I am very greatful for everything you’ve done to make the game one of the best I’ve ever run.
You dropped a mountain on a dude, hoss, and ripped another balls’off. You’re hardcore.
I’ll do right by her and, as with any player, you are always welcome to pick her back up or PM me an idea anytime.
Take care buddy and I’ll see you around CBR, hoss.
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I don't have the tongue for either praise or goodbyes, but I wish you well, and I would not be bothered by your return, Falcon.
Now, if you'll excuse me, I have to go glance through Asha'Rah's move set for 'inspiration'.
....INB4 Divine Creation Shingan.
*takes notes*
So... About those Haru and Glacia fights...