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Lord Falcon
Asha'rah nodded slowly. She did not know Sihn personally. He was from another universe, and had taken no part in her rebellion. All she knew was that he was extremely old himself, and had apparently stepped in after her fall to manage her universe. She had issues to raise regarding said management, of course, but also no idea how much discretion he was left with. There was nothing now but the task asked of her. She made as if to draw a deep breath through non-existent lungs, and began.
"There are so many factors to consider when creating a universe. What elements shall you use? How much energy will be infused? Under what conditions will life be able to flourish? Forging celestial bodies is what I...we...came to be known for. Such works were what our creations witnessed after all, and marvelous works they could be. But planets, stars, the power to make these things was but a simple camp fire in the wake of of the inferno that came before."
She summoned an image of nothingness. To call it pure black would be inadequate, for it had existed before Asha'rah had ever created the color black. There was simply nothing there, and that nothing would appear black to most mortal senses for lack of comprehension. Then came an eruption of energy, which would have appeared divine in scale but for the lack of anything to compare it to. The Heavens had seen less than twenty such eruptions in all the eons of Asha'rah's time.
"Before the Forging, there was the Founding. It was then that we lay down the natural law. Space, time, gravity, countless rules were woven into being. I was at the forefront of this process, but others including the Grand Priest and Zeno himself still wielded authority over me. They made changes as they desired.”
Reality remained undefined within the eruption, a place of infinite possibility. Anything could be done, and nothing could last. It was a time of wonder and chaos. Bit by bit, however, the eruption began to calm, forming limits and boundaries. Some things remained easy. Others became inevitable.
“There are creative differences in any collaborative work, of course, and I strongly objected to a pattern they were creating. It was not apparent at first - an imbalance born not of one or two factors, but a multitude working together to produce an inevitable result. For much of the early times, this imbalance would not show itself. But eventually, individual martial might would grow exponentially in just a few individuals, and they would be as deities among men. After a point, no nation, no species, no collective would stand a chance against their sheer destructive power. Tyranny would follow, with de facto gods of destruction annihilating eons of progress on a whim. There would be those who rose to oppose them, of course, not all would necessarily be consumed by such power. But even if such good won, it would simply be to save a flower that would never fully bear fruit.”
Asha’rah shook her head, recalling her greatest regret.
“No matter how great a civilization, how far they progress in the arts and sciences, they will always be subject to a few people whose strongest means of enforcing their will is the destructive force they can personally exert. Nothing else can compete. This is the template upon which all of Creation is built. My objections were overruled, and I acquiesced.”
The image changed again, the eruption fading into the black of space, only for pinpricks of light to begin dotting its expanse.
“For a time, I buried myself in my work. I forged nebulae and black holes, asteroid belts and quasars. I admired the beauty of the cosmos, and the young creatures that began to populate it. But with time, my conviction only grew. Life is at its best when it strives. It evolves, is broken down and builds itself back up stronger than before. And the living can strive in such bounteous ways. Generations of artisans will champion ever-changing forms of expression. Physicists will find increasingly true ways to understand what the gods have wrought. Chemists and engineers will find new ways to put the building blocks together beyond even what We have contemplated. In time, I hope to see them grow beyond even Us.”
Asha’rah turned her gaze to the window.
“Without competition, life tends not to strive. It settles into its comfortable habits, and in itself there is nothing wrong with that. But too much for too long, and life stagnates, regresses even. Zeno has no competition whatsoever – his power is supreme, his will supreme. Small wonder he acts like a child.”
Her attention returned to the image in the center of the room. Seconds had passed in the real world, yet time unfathomable had passed in the simulation. The pinpricks of light within the settling universe began to die off, not naturally, but seemingly at random.
“Growth takes time and an understanding of one’s surroundings. The factors promoting martial might would not allow the species We created that time. They must become the strongest individual, or they will be at the mercy of someone else who does. And once they are the strongest, there lies no one who they need tolerate to help them grow in other ways. The Kami system was a stabilizing platform…and a stopgap measure. I knew it would not hold back the tide forever, but my pleas continued to fall on deaf ears. Eventually, I determined that I needed Zeno to see my resolve.”
Images of Kamis, angels, oni, Kais, all materialized, banding together around Asha’rah.
“And so for the sake of Creation, I rose in rebellion and sundered the heavens. Many flocked to my banner, more than I expected. But not all otherworldly beings shared my concerns, and others cared not for the fate of “lesser” creatures. Gods died for the sake of mortals. I took Indar’ens’ power for myself and transcended even the limits of a God of Creation. Yet from the start, I knew my rebellion hopeless, for in martial might there was and always had been a single supreme being: Zeno. So when we were not granted a seat at the negotiating table, we stormed Zeno’s Palace, where I knelt before him and stated my case. I was not privy to all of the deliberation that followed, but in the end Zeno sided against me. For my crimes, I was bound within this metal frame and cast down into the universe I had nurtured personally. There I slumbered…until now.”
The images fell away, leaving Asha’rah and Sihn alone in the office again.
“Some memories remain missing, details left out. But that is a summary of my tale, fair from my own perspective.”