I dealt with that feeling for years as I was battling my disorder. Them I came to realize that the problem people have with my disorder, the way they judge me and others because of it says a lot more about the type of people they are then about what I am going through.
Today is a bad mental health day for me. I am hearing my voices bad, cant focus, and am full of energy. It is only just after ten and I have already walked three miles.
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The last couple of days have not been very good. I have been depressed and disinterested in doing anything. Today my dad is really sick and weak so I am worried about that. I was going to see my doctor today but she called l yesterday saying that she has a family emergency.
I am just thank for this site. I have been jumping on here every little bit and reading posts.
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The hits keep on coming. My older cat has a really bad infection and sore on his foot. I have an appointment with the vet this afternoon but he is in a lot of pain and it is making me sad. Over the last three days I have been hearing voices, been depressed, my dad is sick and now my cat is in a bad way. I feel like I am losing my mind. I am trying very hard to do things to distract myself like reading comics and coming on this site. But nothing really seems to be helping today.
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I have severe anxiety which manifests typically in obsessive compulsive behavior and irritability. The best I can explain to my wife is that I'm unable to compartmentalize the things that make me anxious so if you imagine a moving box, where you are moving glasses, instead of placing them side by side which would make sense and be easier, it would be like if you stacked them all sky high. It's difficult to carry and if you drop one of them it cascades and you end up showered in glass.
I take medication for it which helps control the anxiety but it severely diminishes my drive to work out and be proactive, which is about the only good thing my anxiety does for me. Essentially, it makes me more pleasant for everyone else to be around, but I feel lazy which I abhor.
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Sorry to hear about your current problems. I always find music to be the best pick-me-up.
Perhaps you could give Bat Out Of Hell II a thorough listen? It obviously won't make your issues go away but it might give you an hour or so's relief from them.
I hope things pick up for you.
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Keep safe, all.
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Thank you both for your kind words. I am back from the vet. I am glad I went. My cat has an infection on hos paw pad. They gave me meds and said he will be fine in about a week and a half. I also had them do blood work and found out that he has a lowered immune system. That is why the infection was so bad. They gave me a meds for that as well. I am going to do as you suggest Willie and listen to my Bat Out Of Hell 2. Thank you for remembering my favorite album. I have a few errands Friday. But this weekend I am going to have a good relaxing weekend.
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