You were a regular Joe, and (I would imagine...) of regular means.
Unfortunately, the sort of "Regular Jane/Joe..." legal accountability that folks have to face outside of government doesn't really apply to the folks that we are discussing.
Take impeachment as a process.
Ultimately, it is a political one and not actually a legal one. It's just not designed to actually create accountability.
I get the frustration.
That said, hoping for anything like the consequences that normal folks would face in court is almost a certain recipe for disappointment.